bathing in the cold water

曾说过故事将快结束，也许会笑我多虑。但或许是我敏感，又或者是你迟钝，终究在那一夜瞥见了宿命。曾经的曾经你我相伴，看尽我的泪我的笑我的无颜与悲哀。那日的夜你我同行，你离的依然很近，望着背影，心却很远。我试着伸出右手，却只捞到无奈。心中想着靠近，却不禁要逃开。从此，每次期盼被换成放开，依赖渐渐被疲倦替代。
从未想过的分开，渐渐到来。抱着回忆，伤痛在夜晚。但掌管温暖的你，再冻也不会扭开，因为我是洗冷水的男。


I had said that the story would end soon. Maybe you had laughed at my worry. But perhaps because of my sensitive or your slow, this came ture and I saw fate that night. We used to go together. You had saw my tear, smile,losing face and suffering. That night we still walked together. You were so close. But your heart was too far to be feeled when I was gazing at you. Although I managed to stretch my right hand, I got noting except helplessness. I can't help to run away though my heart sometime tells me to be close to you. After that day, every expectance is replaced by giving up and tired is taking the place of relying.
Leaving, never being thought of, is on his way here. I am gazing at our recollection and feel upset all the night. But no matter how freeze it is, I won't switch on you, the leader of warm. Because I am the man bathing in the cold water.

I AM HERE NOW

搬！又搬家了！不是我想的。只是有些东西被亲人看见了。并非是不能看，只是思前想后的觉得怀着怕亲人担心的心情去写博就失去了原有的意义。人还是需要一个很私密的去处的。恩，突然发现，原来博客并非是可以无话不谈的。有些，依然得藏在心底，因为怕伤了心。
再来，很多达人似乎都在google这圈了地，为了靠近他们，俺就选了这作为新家了。致辞完毕。。。


Moving! Moving again! This is not my hope. Just because something was discovered by my parents. In fact, they are allowed to read my words. But I think blog will lose its meaning if I write in the feeling of beng afraid of parents'worrying. Man shall have a room of its own. Um, suddenly I find that in truth one can't say everything he wants in blog. Something still has to be hidden in the heart in order not to hurt others.
Secondly, so many super man have had their own world in google. In order to be closed to them, I choose here as my new home in the end.
Lecture for arriving ends...

《小恐改文章》
Moving! Moving again! This is not what I wanted, but my parents found out my other blog.In fact, they can read my posts all they want, but I think blog will lose its meaning if I won't feel free to write everything in order not to let my parents worry about me. Man shall have a room of its own. Um, suddenly I find that in fact one can't say everything he wants in blog. Something still has to be hidden in the heart in order not to hurt others.
Moreover, a lot super man seem to use google blog. It is one of the reasons that I choose here as my new home.
The end.